Bring Si Home

[pammy]

Sunday 23rd November 2008 5:15pm

Hai hai hai, man im feeling like crap today, my visit was cancelled because of the bloody weather, I sort of knew they wouldnt be able to make it when I saw the weather report yesterday night, meh....I was hoping they would come see me regardless of how icy the roads were, I needed a damn hug today, ive been feeling a bit low since my solicitor came to see me. I get headaches over too much thinking. I dont understand why im still here when its blatantly obvious ive been telling the damn truth for these past two years! Are they even listening to my pleas? No of course theyre not.....their heads are so narrow they dont see whats sat in front of them. Oh im gonna move on man, im starting to get pissed off
Penny is on two week leave, her holiday started on friday. So yay! I get to sort of sleep in for a little longer than normal, chuffed about that. Oooh nuuuuh......guess what? Craig got shipped out didnt he? First week of November he got moved to Durham. I was wounded! We write to each other still, but then on Monday 17th Si got shipped out too! So now its just me and Penny who go to the library, just like the old days. Si was saying in his letters that he really wants to get outta here because he cant stand how people are treating him. Im still waiting for a letter from him, gyah I hope I dont lose contact with Si or Craig, they are both good lads.
Oh wow, in 7 days time it will be the last day of November, then ill have 3 months until freedom.......90 days, how scary is that? Well its scary as hell for me, cause once I get outta here, im gonna be bombarded with all these bullshit guidelines to follow, guess what Mr. Probation officer or whoever the hell you are, YOUR WASTING YOUR TIME MATE!! One day ill turn around and tell you face to face "I told you I was telling the truth" And ill be a free man, as I should be. Then the sueing begins! Ohhh joyyy! Ive got a hell of a lotta people and places to sue for trying to humiliate and ruin my life. Mwahahaha! The Goodster shall have his pie! Cheese pie please.
Ive recieved a few letters in these past couple of days, which is really nice. I got one from my mate Davey (not my bro) that was so great to hear from him,I was smiling for the rest of the day. You see! Letters may not mean much to you, but damn they mean the world to me. My life is a pretty lonely life, remember, anything I get from the outside world lifts my spirits 100 fold.
Okay, im going now, Hole in the Walls on, haha!! Bye bye, Take care loved ones, and friends!
XX Si XX

[susique]

lovely to at last read the latest blogs si. sorry you are going through a lot of different crappy emotions but you will be fine. we are all here to support you as always. and yes, i have sent you a letter practically every week so i do hope you are getting them. can't wait for our next visit in december. that's providing we recieve the vo this time and on time. you know what they are like. keep drawing, keep smiling and keep that bloody head held high. love ya loads aunti susan, uncle john, andy, ads, sam and amber xxxxxxx